A Complete 180

The last time I blogged I was heading to basic and everything was finally working itself out. All that has changed now. I am pregnant and I am not upset about that. I am actually handling it pretty well. My new problems are the fact that my family has finally drawn a permanent line between each other so I have to figure out who side to be on, the baby's daddy has completely disappeared (though I am not mad about that), no one seems to see how hard I am working to straighten out my life so I get little interventions every couple of days, people are demanding more from me, and all I want to do is go to a dark room and cry until the rest of the world has completely forgotten about me. Everyone is claiming to be trying to help me , but they are just making everything thing worse. Everything seemed to be better when I  was handling it by myself.

Positive Point: I have not killed myself yet.